sometimes i wish that everything could go back to normal again.
us talking (eye to eye), not being awkward and being good friends again.
maybe talking to you personally would help, but at the moment, i get the vibe that you don't want to talk.
i don't want to push it either.
don't wanna risk jeopardizing what we still have left.
i miss you.
not as a couple anymore because i know it's not going to happen.
but more of a close, best friend whom i shared so much with before.
now, everything we had is just reduced to nothing.
somehow, in my heart, i know we can pick up from where we left off as best friends bc of the strong relationship we had before.
that's certainly what i hope for.
tonight, it's just one of those nights that i want to curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep.